Divine Husband

I gave you everything.


Everything you ever wanted.



and you turned away,




for that?







I provided for you,

I protected you

I held you close
I wiped your tears
I cried beside you
lifted you up
danced with you
sat in the gutter with you in my arms

i held you

i gave you life
love
protection
truth
i told you you were beautiful
told you id never leave you
promised eternity to you
i spoiled you each morning

every evening

and held you through the nights.





we had it all.





And there wasnt any need for sleep
because our dreams were reality.

I would have shattered physics to give you a rainbow
crushed mountains to shower you in diamonds
or dried up the oceans and make you a waterfall.





but you left me





for that?


for nothing?


for someone that doesnt love you.





You turned your head and left me at home
waiting for you

wondering if you ever really loved me.


and now there's only one thing I have strength enough to say to you...













"please dont ever forget that Im still here...



...and Im still in love with you."